I look at my body and all I can see are the parts of me you held. I see the parts of my body that you so viciously lusted after. I remember you telling me how you loved me, how I was yours. I laughed, because I knew you didn’t, and I wasn’t. I knew all along you would leave me, for a shinier model, or a model you already had and knew. Occasionally, I think of the time we spent together, and feel a shiver come down my spine. I can’t believe I let you have all of me. I wanted you to take me into your arms and hold me so tight I’d disappear, and I would be yours forever. I wanted nothing more than to disappear into your ether and become something only you knew. I remember feeling my heart break when I saw you with her. The girl I feared you would return to but knew you would. I wondered if she called out your name like I did. I wonder if you held her in your arms, pressing her so close she became part of you. I hope you make her laugh how you made me laugh. I hope she feels the sa...